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Yes.
I admit that i've done something wrong.
From the beginning, i shouldn't have chosen that way.
I was very lost that time.
I don't know who should i listen to.
I don't know what to do is the best.

All i know is that i don't wanna face it.

So i keep running, running and running away from the problem.

And all i did was just avoiding.
Useless rite?
I know.


Yes.

Because of me, i have hurt the people around me.
You can call me a bitch.
You can call me selfish.
You can call me anything you want.
Because i know i deserve this.


Yes.
Maybe i'm a very sensitive person.
Maybe i used to think really alot, even it's not necessary.
Maybe i'm real stubborn.
Maybe i shouldn't just think for myself.
Maybe i'm really immature.

I just feel so exhausted now.
So sometimes i really feel like giving up on life.

But i can't.
I'm scared of death too.

It's ok right?

Because who never make mistakes in life?
As long as we learn from the mistake, then grow from it.

So i really want to start all over again, especially in my studies.
I know i had left out too much in the past.
I want to have a goal in life.

I know i can do it.
As long as i stay strong and determine.

For you,
All i can say is just sorry, really sorry.
I don't know what else i can say.

But i hope you will live life the fullest.

And thank you.

I'll always remember you in my heart.